Oh! i nearly forgot my occidental blog..it was soooooo long ago..now come to think of it. It's been 2 years++ ago. going there makes me think of all the good memories back then =) To think that jorris alone built the whole group up, all the planning and even the blog was done by her, i feel that i havent appreciated her enough. All the posts that are still there just show that how much she had invested in Occidental. I wasnt veri supportive back then, if i were i would volunteer to help her to lighten her burden. In fact i took so much from the group without giving. That's veri selfish of me. Fear. Fear was the one holding me inside my comfort zone. It's clearly the leader needs so much from the ppl. So now i should support santono more. volunteer to do things for him, so i could make his work a joyous one but not a burdensome one. Heb 13:17 =)

God, make me courageous
God, make me wise
God, make me loving
God, make me open
God, make me hopeful in ur promises
becos i am more timid than i think i am.

Thank you for the word so sweet no harm
Thank you for the food we eat yum yum
Thank you for the birds that sing-a-ling-a-ling
Thank you Lord for everything AMEN!
Feeling hungry~