sometimes i tell myself: slowly slowly you will reach that one day
but sometimes when people race past me and i look at myself just barely crawl over the starting line. i start to tell myself maybe i shld just drop this whole thing.
but i still believe one day i can do it. Others may look at me differently. I do it not to prove myself to anyone, not to show how good others look at me, but i wan to please God.
Its never about the ending point, but the journey. i only have less than 2 wks time to my tp test. till now i still dun know how to do a lot of things. I really need to start praying about it.
arghhhhhhh God help me!!!!